Friday, May 23, 2008.
I decided to take the Personality Disorder Test since Bradley took it and decided o try it out to see whether its correct at its prediction...so here are the results....
Paranoid 62% High
Schizoid 26% Low
Schizotypal 34% Low
Antisocial 54% Moderate
Borderline 74% Very High
Histrionic 46% Moderate
Narcissistic 18% Low
Avoidant 22% Low
Dependent 50% Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive 58% High
Oh man. The results are correct. Way correct. X'cept for the part on Narcissistic. My self-esteem is defitenitely at its lowest ever since I realised I've been way arrogant. Defitenitely.
Paranoid. Yup. Something I read too much into what people do. I take even the simplest of stuff really hard and you know even a slight comment can hurt me. I'm sensitive to what people say, but not many people know that.
Schizoid & Schizotypal. I want close relationships. I want people to understand me. I want friends but in the end ends up with chasing them away (Quoted from Shanisse : When there's Nic Oh, there's the pathetic side of him trying to make friends)[agreed].
Antisocial. Yah. I sometimes let my guard down and say really hurting comments about others. But when I realise it (Like in LM's case. I only let my guard to stop commenting without thinking and as such...) it's often too late.
Borderline. Way correct. I think I'm too revealing, if you get what I mean. Show my emotions too often. I can't hide it at all. And nowadays I keep on getting overwhelming emotions....oh man. Am I sinking into depression?
Hey. Histrionic. That's suppossed to be my highest. I mean here's what it says : individual often displays excessive emotionality and attention seeking in various contexts. They tend to overreact to other people, and are often perceived as shallow and self-centered. See? Emo? Irritating cauz i'm interferring with thier affairs (Shanisse & LM)? Overeact = reading into things too much? Remember the confrontation matter JH & RC? There where I overeacted.(I'm sorry that I've overeacted and accused you wrongly liao lah...) And LM and Shanisse perceived me as shallow and self-centred.... If you know who I really am, I'm really not like that. Oh man. Sh**. This is the MAIN personality disorder that causes me to lose my friends. I've gotta get rid of it. And fast.
Avoidant too. Over sensitive to stuff. That's me. Shanisse knows what I mean by over-sensitive...
Dependent? That's supposed to be lower. I'm not that dependent...
OK. Final one. Obssessive - Compulsive. Yes. I mean I'm trying to make myself fit in with the whole, but then the Histrionic disorder takes place from there. Do you know how horrible is it to be left out? Not able to fit in? All because of yourself? Sigh. Maybe I deserve it...I don't know...
Conclusion: I have too many personality disorders liao. Got to change it FAST....
| 5/23/2008 09:27:00 PM Limited.Resolution.Potential.
