Tuesday, May 13, 2008.
Today was really much of a roller-coaster ride. Yup. Lots of ups and downs. The academic side of me is experiencing high levels of euphoria BUT the social side of me is feeling down and depressed. So today I decided to write my post in a ROLLER COASTER fashion. LOL...here goes...
//Start of Roller Coaster//
(Engine getting ready to move.)
8.00a.m - Went back to class for Science Lesson all wet and sweaty from running that 1.35km run.... And got back our Science paper marks! Yahoo! I can't believe I got 87.5! And SECOND in class! And I beat ZHU CHENG! YAY! Experiencing A SUPER HIGH level of euphoria!
(Roller coaster goes up track for 500m.)
9.45a.m - Received our EL Compo back. Urgh...it was dissapointing...I got only 27! That's so low compared to Limin who got 35.5! But at least hit average...
(Roller coaster goes down to 200m)
10.45a.m. - Recess. Was playing football when the ball landed before me and I was just before the goal. But I didn't have the courage to tap it in - It would have been my first ever goal. OMG...Daryl kept on blaming me....I feel so discouraged....
(Roller Coaster goes down to 0m)
11.30a.m. - OMG!!!!! MY CL GOT 81.5 out of 90!!!! SO HAPPY!!!! YEAH!!!! It was TOTALLY IMPOSSIBLE. I BEAT Tee Yong and Zhong Liang by a solitary half mark and a lot of other people to get Second Place in my Class!!!! YAHOO!!! UNBELIEVABLE!!!
(Roller Coaster shoots up to 1000m)
1.30a.m. - When we were queing up to go down, Bradley came towards me and told me that RC hated me. That fact I had already known. RC was showing it to everyone. Then Bradley continued his taunting. "RC hates you forever..."
My heart sank like a stone. No more good mood or euphoria.
(Roller Coaster goes down to 500m)
"...and ever..."
I became quite tense and was starting to reflect what did I do wrong to him that day.
(Roller Coaster goes down to 0m)
"...and ever."
Icy cold sweat covered my body within seconds as I brushed aside Bradley, appearing not to take any notice of what he had said.
I act tough, but I'm not. I'm sensitive to what people say.
And when I mean sensitive I mean VERY SENSITIVE. Like Bradley's nose.
(Roller Coaster goes down to -500m)
I was lost. Couldn't find out what to do. I've been trying so hard to please RC but yet... So you know how much it bugged me. Why can't he see the effort I've put ? That I cherish him a lot as a friend? WHY? I might have insulted you or backstabbed you but please tell me? What have I done wrong? Like Bradley, If I had hurted you you should tell me And If I HURTED you I deserved to be punched in the face and be left to die. Why can't you seem to accept?I know I can't change the way you think but YOU do mean a lot to me. A LOT AS a friend. And if you hate me like Shanisse there is nothing I can do. But RC (this applies to Shanisse too) I really cherish you as a friend. I swear that I cherish all my friends. Forgive me if I've been irritating or whatsoever and get over it and start our friendship anew?
Well let's carry on. I don't wish to talk anymore about this.
3.00p.m. - Me Keeve and ZL were sitting near the PE store and chatting mostly about all sort of funny stuff. Well apparently Shanisse sent Keeve a SMS that is pretty sick...(I can'y let all of you know without Keeve's permission) And of course we chatted mostly about that. And about understanding me. LOL Keeve is a very nice person actually.
(Roller Coaster goes up to 100m)
Well after that it was Robotics and it was pretty boring (all about containers) and I went home. But on the way back, I chatted with Sihan. Apparently she and I think Shanisse is a backstabber. Well reasons I can't reveal. I gave Shanisse my word not to humiliate her anymore. So Sorry.
BB I GTG MY DAD IS CALLING ME TO GO TO BED...LOL....
| 5/13/2008 09:24:00 PM Limited.Resolution.Potential.
