Tuesday, July 29, 2008.
Sorry that I have not been posting for a very long time - I could hardly get onto com and I'm banned from listening to music yet again. Sigh....maybe I should just focus on studying hard for PSLE, so I'm going to close down my blog for a little while after prelims, because I won't be onto the com again until after PSLE. Btw, I also only have 1 hour of com time.
Well I'm trying my best to revise for PSLE. Madly revising assesment booklets, home work, etc. Good thing is I'm not computer-starved like Andrew =D. Maybe I should talk a bit about school life, its getting a little boring here...
TJ Leong was not here these few days. Andrew has proudly named it World Peace Days, which i totally agree. The class is much more quieter now. But I know he will be back. He's gonna kick up a fuss after learning that the groups have not done their duty and Teeyong and Joelle broke the broom. Well I don't really care. Except that he's gonna make a mountain out of a molehill and Mr. Lim is bound to give us a lecture. AGAIN.
Keeve is back to insulting Bingjun. He never changes. At least this time his comments are not insulting. And a whole lot less of arguments after Mrs. Goh's lecture. And being the Keeve I know again. Good and Bad. Good because he is still as entertaining as ever; bad that he's back to insulting people, which is not very nice. Today, he just tricked me into saying Shanisse's ____ is attractive. AHEM....I'm getting a little fed up with him....
Joelle went for her Grade 5 piano exam today. I wished her good luck and told her about how the venue was, the examiner is, etc. because we both got the same venue and examiner. And i want a week before, remember?
Zi Jian is trying to blackmail me and forcing out who is my crush. I told him I'll do a test on him, and see if he was worthy enough to know. So far only 3 people know, and I'm betting Zi Jian will fail the test; he will most likely use it to blackmail me back....
Well. That's it for today. i'm too lazy to write more. Btw LM, sorry to bother you but can you continue to update me on the songs? Thanks you so much in advance =P.
Labels: PSLE, school
bidding farewell soon | 7/29/2008 08:16:00 PM Limited.Resolution.Potential.
Friday, July 25, 2008.
Hooray! This is my 50th post! At last. Not that great actually. Limin has 100+, Shanisse has 200+, and I bet JH and Bradz are way over me =D. Thank you to everyone for visiting my blog! (Mainly towards people like Keeve and Daryl and DH who never visited before) Thanks for going the extra mile...LOL.
So since I'm on the topic of thanking people, let me give my thanks to people around me =D
To Keeve: Thanks for making my life interesting. You are a great friend to be with, entertaining me all the time=D But please don't quarrell with BJ anymore. You can still insult people (it wont be you LOL), but remember not to go overboard. =D
To JH: Thanks for making sick jokes and making everyone laugh, you are a nice friend to be with too. Continue making sick jokes man, just post it on your blog; that will do fine =D And thanks for forgiving me for all the wrong things I did to you and continueing our friendship =D
To LM: Thanks for forgiving me and letting us still continue as friends =D Best of all thank you for keeping me updated on the songs flow! Thanks for waking me out of my goldfish bowl too.
To Shan: Thanks for letting us continue my friendship and if i have done anything wrong to you (This includes any other friends) I hope that you will forgive me. Thanks for waking me up from depression (LOL).
To Brad: Thanks for making eccentric and quirky comments! It usually brightens up my day.
To Everyone who comes to my blog and comments: Thanks for visiting my blog and commenting; its you guys that spurs me on to post more =D and comment/spam my cbox more often. =P
Since today is a 'happy' post, I shouldn't add in all the bad things that happened today. After all, it will spoil the mood! =P
Happy 50th post aniversary to my blog. Hopefully it will go on for another few years, perharps?
Labels: 50th post, thanks
the 50th | 7/25/2008 08:13:00 PM Limited.Resolution.Potential.
Thursday, July 24, 2008.
Sorry that I haven't been posting lately; was desperately trying to revise for oral; now its over for CL so I can relax a bit =D. Anyway, today is the most carefree day cauz' there's no HW! So now I'm just resting my brains who have been clogged up with HW...planning to revise Math later....anyway let me 'report' on what happened this few days...
Oral was so tense this afternoon. I was trembling with fright. Cold sweat was rolling down my cheeks. Cauz' I just realised how important this oral is. OMG heng xia but it was rather ok, Except the part where I fumbled about railings and staircases. LOL. I was one of the early birds who could leave early and went happily chit-chatting with ZL and Siyu on the way home.
I also got back my HCL Test. Even worse. 37. OMG Both CLs I lost to Nigel!!! I want to hang myself. That's why I'm studying hard now. URGH.
This post is getting really boring right? So it's reply taggies time!
ahBear : OK... I understand. I say one thing wrong he also go and spread like xiao =D.
QD: OK. I havent finished it yet. I cant even play! But ok lah. It was Andrew who taught me how to play =D
And Songs Updates Time!
Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis
No Air - Jordin Sparks ft. Chris Brown
Hanging by a Moment by Lifehouse
That's it. I will try to post tomorrow =D....
Labels: Oral, Tribal Trouble
clogging out the brain | 7/24/2008 08:21:00 PM Limited.Resolution.Potential.
Monday, July 21, 2008.
Sorry for the big inconvenience. I'm trying to escape my dad; he apparently knows this url. Please check your email for some stuff. Anyway, Today was Racial Harmony Day. OK, not bad, and I was desperately trying to stop myself from spending. I Spent : $3.80. Mad. $2.60 for 2 egg pratas, $1 for Ice-jelly, lent 20c to SiKai. Owe QY $1.50. And apparently Mrs Goh was catching up on sleep.
OK 3 main things happened today. 2 are rather depressing, 1 is having a hell lot of fun.
1) OK. This is mainly about Bryan and Shanisse. Ok, so during recess, Bryan went to talk to Shanisse, asking how does she feel about me. Ok. Apparently Shanisse said something she does not have said, thanks for the sensitivitiy for not posting it on your blog, but words do spread fast. Yes, I know what you said. Well, I'm not going to dwell on it; apparently I'm still a arrogant miser in your eyes, but thanks for saying the truth. Anyway, Bryan is also trying to bring me down as an AHP. Forget that we were childhood friends, he's now staging a war aginst me and stiring up feelings of people who don't like me. I can't believe what has he becomed. He used to be nice and friendly and sensitive, but now he's a .... never mind. Oh Yes, RB, Bryan LIKES to flirt... :D
2)During the Racial Harmony concert, as it was so boring, I started to 'fortune tell' people's fates. Well I first tried it on Keeve : He will have a good life, 5 children, but not a very good career, but he will live to a ripe old age. And it spreaded like lightning, soon everyone around me started to ask me to 'fortune tell' their hands. I taught some of my skills, apparently from my grandma, and everyone had fun trying to 'fortune tell' their fates. That moment, it was the first time in this year that I didn't feel like a social outcast...
3)I got back the CL Xiao Ce Yan. OMG, I only got 31! That's like, second lowest in HCL. I nearly killed myself. Luckily, I didn't get a scolding from my parents. OMG, this is the lowest I ever got for CL!!! And tomorrow is HCL Xiao Ce Yan. Madly studying.....
That's my day. Hope you like the log-in system....
P/S - Shanisse, my dad knows your blog too. If you are not fine with it, you can set up a log-in system like me. It's in Settings...
Labels: fortune telling, log-in system, Racial Harmony, Xiao Ce Yan
you should have known | 7/21/2008 09:04:00 PM Limited.Resolution.Potential.
Sunday, July 20, 2008.
Well I'm very wuliao now....desperately learning oral for prelim.....so I'm going to post a bit on how I dress myself...yup my fashion code... here goes....
Home/Hawker Centre/ Home-based Places:Fav: "Element" Black shirt with Billabong Beige Beach Shorts/Bulb Cargo Shorts
Others: "Espirt" Red shirts/ "Fox" Yellow shirt with Beach Shorts/Cargo Pants/ "Bulb" Shorts
Posh Restaurants/ Gatherings:Fav: "Ocean Pacific" Black Shirt with Denim Jeans/ Cargo Shorts
Others: T-Shirts with Shorts
Tribal Trouble is amazingly fun! I love it... its pretty chalenging and strategic...i'm like 2/3 way throught the game....full free version of course....so everyone play Tribal Trouble! Anyway the last few days have been a breeze as my parents was out of the country.... well its over since they just came back....
Anyway lets have the song updates! =D
Songs Updates:This is Me by Demi Lovato
We Rock by Cast of Camp Rock
You and Me by Lifehouse
Always be my Baby by David Cook
Xiao Ce Yan and Prelim Oral is this week....guess I wont be on the com so often anymore....
Labels: fashion code, songs, Tribal Trouble
lets party out the night | 7/20/2008 09:23:00 PM Limited.Resolution.Potential.
Friday, July 18, 2008.
I'm trying out Tribal Trouble because I thought it was fun to play. URGH, its taking so long to download.... anyway I havent been posting this few days due to my piano practical exam...well its finally over so let me take a break for a while....
I was pretty nervous and pessismistic thsi morning I suppose....and off I go at 1230 for the piano exam. I mean like, I remember walking into the exam room trembling and cluching my fists.... the adfterwards it was all a daze but I know I had fumbled pretty often...
Then as suddenly as it came, the exam was over. I peered over to see the results and I got a huge shock : A1 - 23 m, B1 - 22m, C1 - 18m, Scales - 15m, the rest I'm not so sure. I mean, that's horrid. A1 and B1 is fine lah, but C1? The blues really drove me mad and I fumbled the most times there. Scales? I can't believe it either. Oh man. That means I have to harness 22 marks from the remaining 39 marks for sight reading and aural. PLEASE, DONT LET ME FAIL!
Anyway there's no point crying over spilt milk. I'm just extremly relieved that it's over and now I can fully concentrate on other stuff :P. If I have the time later, maybe I'll post about what happened in the last few days....
Labels: piano exam, Tribal Trouble
blessed with relief | 7/18/2008 08:43:00 PM Limited.Resolution.Potential.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008.
I have no idea why but suddenly I'm having this 'guilty' feeling in my heart. I don't think I have done anybody wrong but still that doesn't explain the weird feeling. Today was much like yesterday, except that more interesting stuff happened. Here goes :
Today morning was spent building/designing a stupid F1 car that a lot of conflicts broke out. OK my group was doing fine and not much conflict happened except for the occasional irritatedness of Siyu and Chung Liang stealing my pencil case. URGH. There was much conflict over a small little piece of styrofoam board which led to TJ Leong going mad. First, Group 1 (TJ's group) used a piece of styrofoam board meant for Craftown without our permission and built the car. When it was discovered, a lot of people expressed a feeling of anger as WE paid for it and they used it without our permission. So TJ goes saying, "Hey the board is meant for everyone and we have every right to use it." Yeah, very funny. HELLO, WE PAID FOR IT AND YOU USED IT WITHOUT OUR PERMISSION! So TJ it isnt good to make a classroom into a communist country as you are being UNFAIR to us. And of course he got really mad. Like I was last time, TJ is still stuck in his own little goldfish world. COME ON, WAKE UP! Its not always your say all the time! You have to consider what other people think right?
Ok. Enough of rants. Let me get on. So as I was saying, the teachers got really mad and really was like Mdm Teo and Mrs Goh in the last two periods. And it was so funny when TJ was chasing Andrew about the class because Andrew said he was seducing a cow or something like that....MOO...LOL.
After that was lunch, then AMAC. Ok it went pretty fine but Ms Tan caught JH playing my hp a few times. AND ITS SO NOT FAIR. Blabbermouth Harry went to say I was SMSING Jasmine. That's so not true loh. Then Ms Tan added to the commotion ," Hey Nicholas, can't wait to SMS Jasmine ah?" I felt so pissed off with Harry and Ms Tan then. I mean, hey, I just lend my hp to JH to play and Harry go tell Ms Tan? WTH. Don't be a teacher's pet lah... And Ms Tan? How can you assume that Jasmine is my girlfriend? She just smsed me for hw stuff and based on that how can you come to this conclusion? URGH. The HATE PEOPLE List now : Harry, Bradley, Ms Tan, Tze Jen ...
I can't seem to stop ranting today. Anyway, afterwards I had a very nice chat with ZL and Giddie on the way home. That's my day for today. Looking forward to tomorrow as we are going to make ice-cream!!!! .....
Labels: rants, science enrichment, TJ
ranting and guiltiness | 7/15/2008 07:49:00 PM Limited.Resolution.Potential.
Monday, July 14, 2008.
Hey I know this blogskin is a little gay and meant for girls but I have no time for blog-shopping. All done in 15 minutes. Phew. There seems to be a little problem with the C-box but dont worry ; click on the C-box and scroll down your mouse and all will work. Sorry for the inconvenience :P.
P/S - The links have been updated and all are working now & I can finally post titles! :D
Labels: blogskin, c-box
Blogskin Update | 7/14/2008 08:17:00 PM Limited.Resolution.Potential.
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Oh. I didn't know my receipe was Carls Jr. So its not the first of its kind at all. Sometimes I really admire my dad. Hey, he could even cook something as creative as Coca-Cola Pork Ribs. And my, it is really EXTREMLY DELICIOUS. Maybe cooking is not my forte. But it's worth a try. LOL, I've already come up with another receipe. Going to try it this weekend....
Ok today the teachers went off for some conference on giftedness so we spent the whole day in class listening to the science vengors teaching electricity. B-O-R-I-N-G! Keeve and I nearly fell asleeep. The hands-on was fun, but the theory is a different story altogether. And Daryl, Keeve and I were discussing some crap about _______ (sick). But pretty much it was a lazy and uneventful day. Oh yes, we went to Com Lab. But only for 1/2 and hour....
Keeve was reading this strange book called 'Why Flamingos Are Pink?" and started asking Joelle wierd questions which I cannot comprehend but was meant for an insult. URGH. I hate my brain for being so slow to understand things. I have to reflect like 3 times before I can understand what people mean. So my IQ is pretty low compared to the rest of the people I guess... Oh yes there was a little drama involving Keeve and the relief teacher about his hp. Apparently she caught him playing (I was next to him; thank goodness she did not realise I was watching him) and confiscated it for a little more than 1/2 an hour. Poor Keeve, he always get picked on teachers one....
Why is my life almost always revolving around Keeve? Because he's the most exciting person to be with right now, one of my best buds and we see each other every minute in school. Oh yes, one last important thing ; I had a water spill this morning, and i spent the whoel day in school drying the wet worksheets. URGH.
Alright, enough talk. I'm sick of this blogskin. Probrably going to change again. Oh yes. Song Updates.
You and Me by LifehouseAlways be my Baby by David CookSk8ter Boi by Avril LavigneThat's it for today. I approaching my 50th post (at last!)....
Labels: blogskin, keeve, receipe, science enrichment, water spill
| 7/14/2008 07:27:00 PM Limited.Resolution.Potential.
Sunday, July 13, 2008.
I am pleased to unveal the first ever dish I have created. Yes, the first of its kind. Well here is the receipe, if you have time, you can try it out...
Portabello Mushrooms stuffed with Bacon and Cheddar Cheese (Serve 4 - 5)
Ingredients:
1 Packet of Portabello Mushrooms (8-10 mushrooms)
1 1/2 slice of Kraft Singles Cheese
3 strips of streaky bacon
Method:
1) Cut off the centre stalk of each portabello mushroom
2) Cut the bacon into tiny bits ; then fry them without any oil for around 5 minutes until they are crisp and a little blackened at the sides.
3) Stuff the bacon bits equally into each portabello mushroom
4) Slice the cheese into tiny strips ; then cover each mushroom completely with cheese
5) Bake the mushrooms in the oven for 15 minutes @ 140 C (If you do not want too much juice from the mushrooms, bake it for 10 minutes @ 180 C.)
6) Best serve without any garnishes/sauces and as an appetizer
There! The receipe. When you eat it, you will taste a lot of Portabello-Bacon sauce rolling down your throat with a little tinge of cheese. It taste a little like a Cheesy-Bacon Pizza, excpt the pizza base would be a juicy portabello mushroom. Be prepared for a tissue ; the portabello mushroom gives off A LOT of juice. I tried this dish at a dinner at my house last night, and the guest were saying it was extremly delicious. A good headstart to being a wonderful cook like my dad, that is...
Labels: receipe
| 7/13/2008 10:27:00 AM Limited.Resolution.Potential.
Friday, July 11, 2008.
Btw, today was so fun! I havent really read the blogs for a long time, so I'm pretty outdated. Anyone that can bother to update about what songs are great now (remember I'm banned?) cauz' I don't want to be so far behind everyone else when PSLE ends.... well 5 main interesting things happened to me today....1 is especially FUNNY!!!!
(It is not advisable to read points 1 and 2 if you hate me speaking bad about other people)
1)
Sabo King is Back!Who is it? He has been rather quiet for a while, not hitting the headlines and gossips. Well he's pretty much back to his normal self, 100% different then his depressed self in May :(. Well I like him in his depressed self, as he talks too much and add irrelavant comments and cuts into conversations. Well you guess it, its TJ Leong!!! Well today he's back to sabo-ing, with Andrew his first victim in a long long while. He saw Andrew bringing CUTE little snails into class, and runs off to tell Mdm Lee and calls it 'animal abuse'. URGH TJ, if you keep on saboing and talk too much and add irrelevant comments and cuts into convos you will never have more than 2 - 3 friends. Wake up TJ, letting snails crawl on our hands ARE NOT ANIMAL ABUSE!
2)
Trail of Destruction in the AuditoriumNot me of course, or if not I will be denouncing my own self man. Its Bing Jun, who had the guts to wreak a chair into an unusable state IN FRONT OF MRS LEE! OMG it was so funny, I saw him moving the tray thingy on the seat with Mrs Lee trying to ignore him when suddenly the whole tray came loose and BJ held it up in his hands...you should have seen Mrs Lee's face...wide-eyed horror man....of course Mrs Lee asked BJ to put it under the chair and continued with the talk. And the drama continued, with BJ accidentally spilling his whole water bottle and the seat was entirely drenched! Mrs Lee could not take it anymore...her clothes were a little wet then.... and stood up and went to the front with the professor and gave us a tiny lecture on our body posture/behaviour and obviously she was referring to BJ...all of us were laughing till our tummies hurt...OMG LOL so damn FUNNY!!!
3)
Keeve, the Snail named Bing Jun, and the Halo Book 'Contact Harvest'Well madness broke out as Keeve was desperately trying to get hold of Contact Harvest and resorted to stealing it from Joelle's bag. Unluckily, Joelle found out and got the book back from him. So Keeve was cursing through the whole afternoon, and he hit on a brilliant idea (Joelle had gone off for the interview, All the Best!) and rented a snail from Andrew. He named it uh...Bing Jun (?) and to take revenge against Joelle for not lending her Contact Harvest, he put Bing Jun (the snail, ok?) on Joelle's Science file. Evil Right? Poor Joelle. When she comes back on monday, she will find her file covered with dry slime....
4)
Ants Mania!Well after school Zi Jian, Zhong Liang and I decided to 'massacre' the ants so we blew into each hole and 'summoned' hundreds of ants. Then we went to refill bottles and pour over the ants cold chilling water. We drowned a lot of ants, who probrably thought it was a hurricane (a cold temperatured one) and desperately struggling in the endless streams of water. At last, when we were done, we probrably killed 7/8 of the ants that came out. Sadistic, right?
5)
The 'sticky' bamboo treeDuring lunch, we were kicking the soccer ball around when it flew into a bamboo tree. it got stuck really high, and Yi Xian couldn't retrieve it either. So we started throwing rocks and stones up there, and Andrew accidentally threw a broom up there. LOL. Luckily the stones managed to dislodge the broom, but around two dozen of them must have gotten stuck in the tree. The ball didn't come down either, it always stayed put. So now let me give you guys a warning, never shake that tree! You would most likely get a concussion from falling rocks, which may even lead to death! (I tried to sway it and a couple of stones came really close to our heads!) So beware!
Well that sums up my day. Pretty enjoyable, right?
Labels: ants, bamboo tree, BJ, Contact Harvest, destruction, Joelle, keeve, sabo, soccer ball
Day of Laughter | 7/11/2008 08:14:00 PM Limited.Resolution.Potential.
Monday, July 7, 2008.
My sis just bought the Jonas Brother Album. Their self-titled one. What I can't understand is, their new one 'A Little Bit Longer' is coming out in August and she can hardly wait? Btw, it's still nice to have a Jonas Brothers CD. Their music is great actually.
Other than the above, two very inportant things have happened. Here goes:
1. URGH! My mum has just banned me from listening to music on my com! That's totally unfair... you can ban me from MSN I'm fine but MUSIC? NO WAY MAN. She went on droning about music is distracting and loud and noisy and you cant focus on your work blah blah blah. Reality is, it helps me. It gets me on a sort of rhythm and it won't stop (not until the music stops that is). But what can I do? I feel so mad, but there's nothing I can do at all.
2. I burned my right thumb. No joke. On Saturday afternoon, I was fiddling with the cigarette lighter in the car when I accidentally burned myself. My hand has suffered a big white patch of second degree burns and a red circle circling it (first degree burns). So today, I thought the skin had grown back and decided to peel the skin off. To my horror, I realised I destroyed the protective layer of skin for the skin below to grow back (confusing, isnt it? :P) And now a painful bright red patch is now on my right thumb. And if it was a burn, it would be third degree. URGH!
Looking forward to school tomorrow. And it's the NUS High tea session. And my RI interview is on Thurs Afternoon. URGH.....
Labels: album, burn, Jonas Brothers, music
URGH | 7/07/2008 03:14:00 PM Limited.Resolution.Potential.
Friday, July 4, 2008.
Oh yes, forgot to add, RC and Ting Kiat were having a joke about this Korean phrase. They dared me to say it to Jasmine. Of course, I resented at first, but then RC said, "Andrew got do! You have no guts like Andrew." Well that spurred me on, and of course admist the laughter from RC and TK, I said it to Jasmine. Btw Rei Ball, you owe me your life now (remember the bet?). Well I just googled the phrase and I nearly fainted. Jasmine, PLEASE DONT GOOGLE IT! I dind't mean it on purpose, it was just a dare.....
Labels: korean phrase
| 7/04/2008 09:37:00 PM Limited.Resolution.Potential.
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SONGS UPDATE!!!- Apologize by Timbaland- Leave out All the Rest by Linkin Park- Behind these Hazel Eyes by Kelly Clarkson- Complicated by Avril Lavigne- (still) Burnin Up by Jonas BrothersBtw, these few days have been a breeze. I've been mixing well with friends (except for occasional scoldings from teachers about not being a good example, but who cares?) and today was a fantastic day in soccer. Man, I spend so much time tackling and a lot of energy. Succeeds in getting the ball away most of the time.
MR LIM! WHY DO YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO SEPERATE ME AND MY GOOD FRIENDS! Now Keeve is one seat away from me. Boo-hoo. Sad. Blame me for talking too much. Oh gosh. I'm not the person 6 months ago. I'm now a talkative and friendly guy who doesn't care about teachers anymore and being bossy and writing names in my 'black' book. Compare me 6 months ago and now. See the big difference? I've changed so much. To the bad side at least.
Sorry JH for wrongly accusing you again for being anon. Sounds like you actually. SO SORRY..... I mean it. Maybe its Brad. He hates me mentioning Shanisse in my posts.
Speaking of that arrogant guy, maybe I should say I shouldn't have elected him as monitor man. Seriously, like me in P4, he's throwing his weight around. He sabo me get scolding by Mr.Lim, thinking Brad is the 'good guy' and I'm the 'baddie' who refuses to listen to him. Seriously, I don't want him to be like me last time. And says I should move up so that he could talk with his good friends. When I refused, Mr.Lim was called over and Mr.Lim went blabbering about being a role model because there was a BIG space in front of me (Bradley occupied that). So I was forced to move up, and I was so damn angry to see Bradz revealing his true motive, chatting happily to Andrew. Later in the classroom, when I went in through the back door, Bradz of course stop me, but he gentlemantly let Shanisse in. I was furious and tried to overpower him. Luckily, with the help of Andrew, I was let in at last. Oh man. I should have rooted for Darlie as monitor. He won't be so bad....
I just got the RI Interview Invite!!!! YEAH! SO I haven't been forgotten after all...... Mine is on the 10th, and I'll be skipping enrichment!!! Btw, can those who went for the RI interview liao, can please give me tips and hints? I BADLY WANT TO GET INTO RI!!!
Well, that sums up my week. Looking forward to a nice long weekend break ahead (no school on MON!!!) .......
Why do you have to make life so complicated?Labels: bradley, JH, mr. lim, RI interview, soccer, songs
| 7/04/2008 08:31:00 PM Limited.Resolution.Potential.
Wednesday, July 2, 2008.
I completely hate school. Not because of friends. The teachers, Mr Nair, my position, what I've done for the school, everything sucks.
I've resolved not to be a prefect in Secondary school. The thing is, they will see my records of an Assistant Head Prefect and 3 stars and will probrably force me to be a prefect. I'm so sick of leading. I just want to blend in, be a normal student. A big weight off my shoulders that is.
Zhu Cheng pretty much deserved the 3 stars badge he got today. He is so much better than me, in all ways. He should deserve all the credit. It's not that I feel lousy. I did not really do anything BIG for the school at all. I just feel so sick of everything. I want to be a normal guy again.
Well good to say that my relationship with Keeve and Shanisse is getting better. Worst of all , Tee Yong and I are getting more distant (We used to be good friends; he was No.1 in my heart; i was No.2 in his) and we rarely talk. Daryl is pretty much ignoring me;and pretty much became super rude to me when the FM disc he wanted so dearly (I gave it to him) did not work. Never mind, he is rather insensitive to other people's feelings. I don't blame him.
I hate homework. I'm procrastinating everything, feeling like I'm a piece of shit. I'm guilty of not respecting Zhu Cheng, I'm guilty of becoming so talkative and insultive (towards TJ. Mr Lim heard me and scolded me). I just hate who I am.
But life has to carry on right? Pretty much, I'm not going to drown in sorrows. I just keep on pushing myself. These days between friends, things are getting better. I'm more welcomed ; probrably I'm am not so bossy, arrogant and 'high up' as before. That is the thing that is getting me moving. Friends. Without Shanisse's encouragement, I'll still be drowning in sorrows and stillcalling myself an emo freak. Without Keeve, my life would be boring and unhappy. Without Tee Yong, I dont have someone that I can joke with and share my sorrows and laughter with.
Life has never been so great.
With friends, everything is possible.Labels: friends, life
| 7/02/2008 07:31:00 PM Limited.Resolution.Potential.