Tuesday, April 21, 2009.
Crap for my NAPFA. Did five stations today, got 2As and 2Cs, only bastardy Sit and Reach got D! FREAK HELL! MY GOLD! =( urgh. But nvm, at least will get silver if I get a D for 2.4 run =D
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Things have pretty much been patched up with Savvel (thankfully =P). He's still a little hesistant, but its still a good sign after everything I put him through. BIG Sorry again Savvel, and thank you so much for forgiving me =D I've been such a shitty guy, but yet you chose to still be friends with me. I'm damn touched and thanks a lot again... You Rock!=D
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I half-suspect that [confidential] guy thinks the same was as I think of him. I have to go and meet him in personal to find out.
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anyways, hey guys =D hope everyone has done well for NAPFA =D And keeve cheer up. =D You can't have screwed it up that badly. I bet you still get at least a silver =D Bradley has invited me to go back to NH with him on the 30th for a DSA talk that our predecessors have been doing =D Hope that any other RI boys can make it. Btw I feel damn sad for Bradley. He feels he's lost in a vortex of childishness, unfriendliness, and whatever other bad stuff you can think of. His class is kind of ok when you look at them invididually, but when you bind them together is a horrendous clash of egoistic personalities. Cheer up Brad, your life would only get better =D
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I'll link you soon RB, and your blog is cool. =D I'll try to visit it often =D
| 4/21/2009 10:58:00 PM Limited.Resolution.Potential.
Saturday, April 18, 2009.
Really good question from JJ. Why am I EMO-ing again? =D Haha yesterday was just a one-off case that I don't wish to live through again so don't worry about me too much - I'll be fine. =D Don't worry JJ and dh that have tagged - its not you. Or anyone else who tags because I don't think he visit blogs anyways. =D Andrew too. (Sorry for not including you in yesterday's post) Thanks for the well wishes siew rong (how's life?) and gab and wei an, you guys are the best. =D
I'm writing this post specially to wish Clarence and David and whoever I know who is going good luck for their Scrabble competition. =D Do your best, and you'll surely come back with a trophy. =D Good luck to JJ for the pokemon hack; you sure will be able to do it - you so smart! =D
| 4/18/2009 02:02:00 PM Limited.Resolution.Potential.
Friday, April 17, 2009.
can the week get any worse?
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Ks, the week went really bad. But at least the birthday party was great =S We had fun at Vivo, really happy to be with all of ya again =D and I'm so sry I had to hold you all up and hunt for that carabelle brochure. Gah. I'm always a bad host. Thanks everyone for the well wishes =D U All R the best! =D
My class is in the state where we are preparing the class for the deco competition held next week, so I spent the whole of yesterday brushing up the class. =D And I got my GPA back yesterday! =D i got 3.8 =D Extremely happy...
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The whole week went wrong today.
1. I lost my temper and shouted at my best friend in RI...he said he thought I was great cause I finally speaked up and held my stand 0.0 but I pretty much ruined the relationship. It would take many weeks to patch it up again...why did I have to go lose my damn freaking god temper? And it was over the CLASS DECO. what a shitty thing to argue on. And I was arguing that his contributions should be on the board and he should compromise with the asst. monitor (my friend was the guy in charge of decorating the noticeboard; the asst. monitor went and decorate it without telling him.) AND I GOT ANGRY AND FELL OUT WITH HIM CAUZ OF THAT?!! Something is terribly wrong with me. I'm way too over sensitive. =(
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I'm sorry Savvel for that outburst. I guess I deserve it if you don't want to be my friend anymore. I'm so shitty and horrid.
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2. [Confidential] guy from Nan Hua ignores me completely. Actually not just him. The only person who would bother to say hi when he sees me is Bradley and Tee Yong and Zi Jian(the rest only when I approach them). Is Bradley and Tee Yong and Zi Jian the only guys in RI who still treasures old friends? (I love them for that, along with many other commendable stuff) Because the rest of them have moved on, gotten new friends, and completely ignores most of their Nan Hua ones (unless in same class or used to be really close). What hurts the most is that guy used to be one of my best friends. I was like, standing at the traffic light and he completely ignores me, and continues chatting with his friends. =( Perharps I did him wrong, but I don't think so. (correct me if I did, because I'm really hoping I did) And in this case, I also think I'm being way too over sensitive. Again.
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I FREAKING HELL HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO OVER SENSITIVE. WHY AM I SO SENSITIVE? WHY SHOULD I BOTHER ABOUT APPROACHING THEM? THEY DON'T WANT TO BE DISTURBED WITH THEIR NEW LIVES. SO WHY SHOULD I EVEN CARE? WHY SHOULD I CLING ON TO THEM LIKE BEARS TO HONEY? I SHOULD MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE. I'M THE SHITTIEST PERSON IN THIS WORLD AND EVERYONE KNOWS IT. EVERYONE ELSE ROCKS.
(HCI and 1Q people and others don't worry I still think that you guys are great and that all of you rock =D)
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Sorry guys for the ranting and lamenting but I'm happy I finally heaved it off my chest. =) This must be the shittiest post ever and I'm really sorry for that. I'm trying not to approach that [confidential] guy anymore because I get the message he doesn't want me to interfere with his life. I understand. =D
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OK so now for music updates =D
Flo Rida ft. Wynter - Sugar
Kevin Rudolf - Welcome to the World
Not Fair - Lily Allen
Jai Ho - Pussycat Dolls ft. A.R. Rahman (or H)
Please Don't Stop the Rain - James Morrison
I don't really think the "Please Don't Stop The Rain" lyrics make sense, but the tune is great. =D
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I'm so sorry for not blogging for a long time, so I'll try to reply all your taggies in this post. Big SORRY to Viggy, Wei An, 1Q and Wei Sheng for not linking you guys. I'll do it later.
xCOFFEEx3 (1) - I'm so sorry Gab! =D Thx so much for the well wishes. =D U Rock! =D
Shanisse - Yes, thanks! You shouldn't have gotten me something over 10 bucks!
xCOFFEEx3 (2) - Lol...maybe I'll change the blogskin soon =D
limin! - Thanks for trying to reach me through facebook, my blog and through sms! =D I can't believe you undertook so much effort. =D Thanks again!
zl - HEY! =D Sorry for not inviting you! I feel even more paiseh. =D THANK YOU MAN!
dh - Thanks Dinghy =D
shadowy96 - Yeah...I'll change it soon. No idea where the ACS people go. Perhaps Ghim Moh?
Keeve - Fine. Not this week though. =D How's yours?
Mao Mao: THANKS Ranald! =D Mao Mao Rocks!
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I still want to be friends with the [confidential] guy. And try to make amends with Savvel. why am I so shitty?
| 4/17/2009 03:48:00 PM Limited.Resolution.Potential.
Friday, April 10, 2009.
OK...so today is my birthday party/outing...but I'm not feeling excited about it. Why?
Guys, u shouldn't have gotten me presents over 10 bucks ( or even none at all).It's too much, and I have no preferences. =D
Sorry to those guys who I didn't really invite, specially mention Nicholas Chua, Zhong Liang, Bradley and Andrew. Just want to let you know that you guys are next on my list, and I'm really sorry about not inviting you all. =( Maybe next week I can hold another (go down Junction 8 for movies and arcade, perharps?).
And now for taggie replies:
shadowy96: Haha, good for you. Hope your tribe is quite strong... =D
LM: I haven't. Gd to know you got ur account back =D
Cat@1q: Miao! Tag more...
Miao Ling: You know Ling Wei and Vernetta? How are they? And thanks for tagging =D
Shanisse and Keeve: Yeah Guitar Hero is pretty cool... but don't get me that. Seriously.
xCoffeex3: Thanks Gab. =D You are the best! =D
| 4/10/2009 08:49:00 AM Limited.Resolution.Potential.
