Friday, April 17, 2009.
can the week get any worse?
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Ks, the week went really bad. But at least the birthday party was great =S We had fun at Vivo, really happy to be with all of ya again =D and I'm so sry I had to hold you all up and hunt for that carabelle brochure. Gah. I'm always a bad host. Thanks everyone for the well wishes =D U All R the best! =D
My class is in the state where we are preparing the class for the deco competition held next week, so I spent the whole of yesterday brushing up the class. =D And I got my GPA back yesterday! =D i got 3.8 =D Extremely happy...
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The whole week went wrong today.
1. I lost my temper and shouted at my best friend in RI...he said he thought I was great cause I finally speaked up and held my stand 0.0 but I pretty much ruined the relationship. It would take many weeks to patch it up again...why did I have to go lose my damn freaking god temper? And it was over the CLASS DECO. what a shitty thing to argue on. And I was arguing that his contributions should be on the board and he should compromise with the asst. monitor (my friend was the guy in charge of decorating the noticeboard; the asst. monitor went and decorate it without telling him.) AND I GOT ANGRY AND FELL OUT WITH HIM CAUZ OF THAT?!! Something is terribly wrong with me. I'm way too over sensitive. =(
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I'm sorry Savvel for that outburst. I guess I deserve it if you don't want to be my friend anymore. I'm so shitty and horrid.
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2. [Confidential] guy from Nan Hua ignores me completely. Actually not just him. The only person who would bother to say hi when he sees me is Bradley and Tee Yong and Zi Jian(the rest only when I approach them). Is Bradley and Tee Yong and Zi Jian the only guys in RI who still treasures old friends? (I love them for that, along with many other commendable stuff) Because the rest of them have moved on, gotten new friends, and completely ignores most of their Nan Hua ones (unless in same class or used to be really close). What hurts the most is that guy used to be one of my best friends. I was like, standing at the traffic light and he completely ignores me, and continues chatting with his friends. =( Perharps I did him wrong, but I don't think so. (correct me if I did, because I'm really hoping I did) And in this case, I also think I'm being way too over sensitive. Again.
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I FREAKING HELL HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO OVER SENSITIVE. WHY AM I SO SENSITIVE? WHY SHOULD I BOTHER ABOUT APPROACHING THEM? THEY DON'T WANT TO BE DISTURBED WITH THEIR NEW LIVES. SO WHY SHOULD I EVEN CARE? WHY SHOULD I CLING ON TO THEM LIKE BEARS TO HONEY? I SHOULD MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE. I'M THE SHITTIEST PERSON IN THIS WORLD AND EVERYONE KNOWS IT. EVERYONE ELSE ROCKS.
(HCI and 1Q people and others don't worry I still think that you guys are great and that all of you rock =D)
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Sorry guys for the ranting and lamenting but I'm happy I finally heaved it off my chest. =) This must be the shittiest post ever and I'm really sorry for that. I'm trying not to approach that [confidential] guy anymore because I get the message he doesn't want me to interfere with his life. I understand. =D
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OK so now for music updates =D
Flo Rida ft. Wynter - Sugar
Kevin Rudolf - Welcome to the World
Not Fair - Lily Allen
Jai Ho - Pussycat Dolls ft. A.R. Rahman (or H)
Please Don't Stop the Rain - James Morrison
I don't really think the "Please Don't Stop The Rain" lyrics make sense, but the tune is great. =D
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I'm so sorry for not blogging for a long time, so I'll try to reply all your taggies in this post. Big SORRY to Viggy, Wei An, 1Q and Wei Sheng for not linking you guys. I'll do it later.
xCOFFEEx3 (1) - I'm so sorry Gab! =D Thx so much for the well wishes. =D U Rock! =D
Shanisse - Yes, thanks! You shouldn't have gotten me something over 10 bucks!
xCOFFEEx3 (2) - Lol...maybe I'll change the blogskin soon =D
limin! - Thanks for trying to reach me through facebook, my blog and through sms! =D I can't believe you undertook so much effort. =D Thanks again!
zl - HEY! =D Sorry for not inviting you! I feel even more paiseh. =D THANK YOU MAN!
dh - Thanks Dinghy =D
shadowy96 - Yeah...I'll change it soon. No idea where the ACS people go. Perhaps Ghim Moh?
Keeve - Fine. Not this week though. =D How's yours?
Mao Mao: THANKS Ranald! =D Mao Mao Rocks!
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I still want to be friends with the [confidential] guy. And try to make amends with Savvel. why am I so shitty?
| 4/17/2009 03:48:00 PM Limited.Resolution.Potential.
